Mark 5
Conditions: Tenacious, Steadfast
Alembics: Hygeius (0), Motus (0), Unbroken (0), Unconquered (0)
Health: OOOOOOOOOO | Willpower: 5/6 | Pyros: 7/11 | Beats: 3/5 | Vitriol Beats: 2/5
Conditions: Tenacious, Steadfast
Alembics: Hygeius (0), Motus (0), Unbroken (0), Unconquered (0)
Health: OOOOOOOOOO | Willpower: 5/6 | Pyros: 7/11 | Beats: 3/5 | Vitriol Beats: 2/5
"Look, kid, you're obviously new at this, but let's get one thing straight. If you've been in Torment, I mean really been in Torment, you've done some things that most humans would probably call evil. Hell, you might have unintentionally done some things they call evil even without Torment, I don't know you, but I know a bit about Mudbreaker and she wasn't exactly the motherly type. Here's the thing- nobody can tell you what 'good' or 'evil' is, you have to figure that crap out for yourself, but I'll tell you one thing I know for sure. When you start talking about evil and sin, it really all starts with treating people like things."
Mark 5 just... stared ahead, numb. This was like being told you will die, or worse, won't ever manage to end the Pilgrimage. He just wanted to be liked! He wanted people to be nice to him! And now it looked like he had lived a lie. He might have done, most likely he HAS done, very bad things. Evil things. He called himself a hero, but in the end, was he just another thug, harming people because he could? Was he just a monster? He wanted to help! He wanted to improve their lives! And he never treated people as things. did he? He has always seen them as someone who made their own choices, and sometimes those choices were to hurt other people. That was evil, wasn't it? That needed to be stopped, no? His large hands covered his face as he crouched. Why did this have to be so complicated! Why did it not make sense? After all he just wanted to do good!
"I meant well!"
That sentence lit up in his mind. I meant well.
"Sometimes, people do bad things without meaning to. If they knew what they were really doing, they would probably stop. So you need to see if people realize what they are doing. And if they don't, you need to show them what's really going on. But you need to be... subtle about it. You can't just shove their nose in it."
Adonis voice echoed in his head. He realized. He had been shown. The old man had hit the girl... but maybe he had just done the same as Mark 5 himself? Punished her because she did something she shouldn't do. Was he right to punish him? Had he been right to punish her? Scenes went through his head, and the Titan realized that many of his actions, seen by someone else, someone not understanding why he did what he did, could be considered Evil. And he was not so sure about some of them anymore. BUT! His intentions were pure! He was no monster, nor was he Evil, just another person trying to be good! Strangely, this was a relief. The sudden weight of fear for his identity, his... soul? was gone. Even though he wasn't a Hero, he did not lose hope.
Because he could still become one.
Like Earth, who did bad things, but means well, he could become Better than he was.
He would need to learn more about intention. He would need to be more careful with his judgement. He would need to find out what is Good, and what is Evil. He might even need to atone.
And then, he would be Better.
And, maybe, a Hero.
A tear dropped from his eyes, and his sight became... clearer.
The Titan smirked to himself as he stood up, then looked at Adonis and the Nepri, and let out a long sigh. "Ahh~... I think I see. Maybe. A bit."
Then, Mark 5 gathered Adonis in a hug. It was over as quickly as it started. It was weird to do this. But it seemed.... appropriate. "Thank you."
He nodded at the Nepri "Both of you, too."
Rambles... what a wonderful thing they are.
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