132) The Sterile World Of Science [Quiet]: Living beneath the Technocratic Union's absolute control can be...stressful. Breaking out of the rank of a Komrad can be a hellish ordeal for some Iterators, while the NWO is a hotbed of duplicity and doublethink, where every action is judged. For those Technocrats who feel themselves constantly monitored and tested by their shadowy superiors, they may find themselves fallen into a Quiet reflecting this paranoia. At low levels, the Enlightened Scientist believes themselves subject to tests of professionalism, character, and scientific rigor, regardless of whether such examinations are occurring. Every situation is a test, and everyone the Technocrat encounters a confederate playing their part. Some sufferers will be paralyzed by indecision, not knowing what their superiors expect of them in complicated situations. Others may attempt to circumvent obvious choices, thinking on a meta level that may not exist. While this can lead to them thwarting efforts to manipulate them towards the ends their actual superiors want, many times it backfires on the Technocrat, bumbling missions and endangering Union resources.
Assuming the Technocrat isn't sent to Room 101 for their erratic behavior - some Enlightened Scientists are just good enough or lucky enough to keep their mounting delusions hidden - greater levels of Quiet turn the world around them into a sterile, clinical environment. Even at low levels, their world will slowly become like a lab, with white walls, muted colors, the scent of chemicals in the air, and people appearing wearing lab coats. If this bleeds into Reality, the Union usually notices very quickly, and takes steps to remedy it. Usually. The Technocracy is a place of Science, after all, which could make it difficult to catch members who spend all of their time in Constructs that would match their delusions anyway.
Still other times, the Technocrat may become so overwhelmed by their fear, they fall into a Mindscape. This more than anything is the Sterile World, a closed complex of rooms devoid of humanity or distinguishing characteristics. The Enlightened Scientist has been trapped in a life-size maze, and they are the rat. Ordered to run tests by inhuman voices over intercoms, through mind-numbing test chambers, and for little concrete reward. And they themselves are obsessed with completing this exams, hoping that if they do their work correctly, their masters will let them go.
Only when the Technocrat realizes the futility of their predicament, and break out of the testing chambers, are they able to escape their Quiet. To realize that they can think for themselves, and aren't beholden to their hidden masters. Unsurprisingly, many who wander back from the Sterile World defect from the Union entirely, if for no other reason than because that toxic environment sickens them.
Assuming the Technocrat isn't sent to Room 101 for their erratic behavior - some Enlightened Scientists are just good enough or lucky enough to keep their mounting delusions hidden - greater levels of Quiet turn the world around them into a sterile, clinical environment. Even at low levels, their world will slowly become like a lab, with white walls, muted colors, the scent of chemicals in the air, and people appearing wearing lab coats. If this bleeds into Reality, the Union usually notices very quickly, and takes steps to remedy it. Usually. The Technocracy is a place of Science, after all, which could make it difficult to catch members who spend all of their time in Constructs that would match their delusions anyway.
Still other times, the Technocrat may become so overwhelmed by their fear, they fall into a Mindscape. This more than anything is the Sterile World, a closed complex of rooms devoid of humanity or distinguishing characteristics. The Enlightened Scientist has been trapped in a life-size maze, and they are the rat. Ordered to run tests by inhuman voices over intercoms, through mind-numbing test chambers, and for little concrete reward. And they themselves are obsessed with completing this exams, hoping that if they do their work correctly, their masters will let them go.
Only when the Technocrat realizes the futility of their predicament, and break out of the testing chambers, are they able to escape their Quiet. To realize that they can think for themselves, and aren't beholden to their hidden masters. Unsurprisingly, many who wander back from the Sterile World defect from the Union entirely, if for no other reason than because that toxic environment sickens them.
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